From the Heart.......

[Bobute]

I tried to tell him, don't go, I need you.
He tired to tell mE the choice was not his.
Something bigger than us took him somewhere.

It comes sneaking in, always uninvited, quietly.
Take a little now see how good it makes you feel.
Sip a little more feeling better than before.

Thats it, now you really feel good about yourself.
All the better, be brave stumbling out the door.
Neon lights, laughter, smoke filled empty rooms.

I tried to tell myself there was always hope.
He tried to believe in hopeless lost dreams.
We both lived nightmares, afraid of the dark.

He tried to say he would never leave my side.
I tried to believe he would always be near.
We lost each other in a cold dim room of death.

1/19/05
George's Mom
From the heart
xoxox

[MaryKathryn]

Dearest Bobute,

Your words are spoken with truth and soulfulness of a mother that will forever love her dear son. My heart aches for you as you describe that "something bigger took him somewhere." Somewhere where you could not follow, could not rescue him, not even with all the love in your heart for your beloved son.

You said that you believed in hope and George believed in dreams where hopelessness was the outcome. Oh, dear sweet friend, my heart is hurting with you.

He surely tried his best but it took more to stay on this earth. He is now "safely home" where one day you will celebrate a joyful reunion that shall surpass all expectations.

Wrapping you in gentle hugs so that your aching heart will find the hope for healing you deserve so very much dear friend.

Loving hugs,
MaryKathryn

[ashleyjohn]

These are so beautiful lines..I'm so touched. Hope you doing fine now Bobute.